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    July 28

    HELLO

    Okay, what the hell???? Did I piss everybody off or what?? Nobody ever leaves a comment on my space anymore I guess I just suck or I'm not very interesting!!! Oh well!!! Hmmmmm maybe nobody comes to my site..... that would probably be it. Well I guess from now on I will just talk to myself. OH WAIT NO I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT MY WEE LIL SHOUT OUT TO MY BABY COUSIN BILLY...( not really a baby,,, he is a year and three days younger than me ) SO .... HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY BILLY!!! Hope when you blow out all your candles and you wish for what you want, then you get it. WELL ALL YOU PEOPLES OUT THERE, SINCE I HAVE SUCH A GROUP OF FOLLOWERS........... gotta go take a shower and get ready for work!!!!!!! Later taters
    July 26

    Halibut trip

    Wow... man was that fun! We just spent two days and one night out in the middle of the Pacific Ocean on a Halibut Charter. I had never been on anything like this before and it sure was something else. I caught one Halibut, and let me tell you........... its like trying to pull a HUGE piece of sheetrock of the bottom of the ocean. They are like dead weight just trying to pull them up. They don't really fight, so you would think that they would be easy to reel up...YEAH RIGHT!!! Anyways we got to see some humpback whales, they would come right out of the water and then slap there tails on the top of the water. We also got to see some Puffin. Those were kinda boring they just swam ontop of the water and looked at us, and then we had a school of porpoises swimming around the bow of the boat. Now that was exciting. They were grey and white and they were jumping outta the water and making that eeeee eeeee eeehhhhhhh, sound. It was really kewl.
    July 20

    FRIENDS

    My bestest friend Petey is leaving today!!! He's flying back home to get his divorce finalized. AWWWWW how sad, Gonna miss you while you are gone Petey!!!! You know everyone always says that guys and girls cannot be friends, but this man is one of my closest friends. Actually he's like one of the girls. I know if I need to talk to someone he is always there, (even if he is making fun of me the whole time) We have one of those love hate relationships, we love to hate one another, and at times we fight like cats and dogs. But you still gotta love him. So I gotta take him to the airport here in a bit, and he will be gone for two weeks. When he comes back he won't be coming here, he is going to fly right back to his job across the inlet. So who knows when we will see him again. It could be two months or longer. Never know about him. So PETEY HERE'S YOUR SHOUT OUT... GOOD LUCK BRO, GONNA MISS YA! LOVE YA MAN BIG HUGSAND KISSES
    July 17

    Freaking Nuts!!!!

    I think I got lost for awhile, and couldn't find my way back. Nah.... just joking, just had alot of things going on all at once. I took Davey in right after the fourth and had his hair done. Awwww he looks so cute now, but naked. So I think I pissed him off by taking him to the groomer, cuz a few days later he ATE my prescription Oakley's that I hadnt had two months. My hubby paid over three hundred and fifty dollars for them. So the next week I took him in and had his weeeee lil nuts chopped off. Teach him to eat my glasses!!!!!! hahahaha
    July 06

    TIRED !!!!

    Finally, it's all over and the hubby is back to work!! That was a very long 4th of July. My grandfather died the morning of the 3rd. My cousin called that morning to let me know. It sounds bad to say but I am happy that he is gone. He was in the nursing home for the past three years, and he was miserable. He layed in a bed all day with only his shirt on, I'm sure he probably messed the bed, and he was very unhappy. So he is in a much better place now. His funeral is tomorrow, but I can't go to it, because we are too far away. We had an okay fourth of July. We deep fried a turkey, and my hubby drank all day. I went to work with Teresa, and got pretty hammered myself. My hubby had someone bring him to the bar, but he finally had to leave because he was sooooo drunk. Teresa finally closed and her and I and one other woman went to another bar and we had a couple of drinks there. I had to go home, because I needed SLEEP! So needless to say yesterday I woke up with a hangover, and I called in too the groomer to see if I could get my lil Davey Doggie in, she could so I took him in. OMG!!! He looks so funny now, everybody laughed at me because when we went to go pick him up I walked in and I almost cried, he didn't even look the same. I am such a big baby but I felt like my lil puppy was gone. Now he looks like a teenager. lol Crazy huh????
    July 03

    Happy Day before the 4th

    Hello all you fellow people out on the big oversixed giant world wide web!!!!! Hope everyone is having a very happy day before the 4th of July! I'm trying to make this blog all colorful and pretty just for that occasion.As for me I have had so far a very uneventful weekend.Basically I just worked all weekend and there was not that much going on at work this weekend either.Which really sucked because then I just end up sitting there with nothing to do. Oh well at least I get to sit there on my ass and get paid for it. I get the great pleasure of working again today. Wooohoooooo! I think the day girl got fired so Teresa and I have to take her place. I think tomorrow the "actual" holiday we aren't going to do all that much except for maybe have a small barbeque. Sounds good to me because I don't want to have to have a whole lot of work to do, when it is my day off. So anywhooooo, I don't have much more else to say so
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
                     HAPP4tOJULY!!!!
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    July 01

    My very first King Salmon !!!!

    Wow now that was an adventure. Basically this was the first time that I had ever "really" went fishing. Ok, Ok, let me start from the begining. Last Sunday night I had to work at the bar. We had already planned to go fishing as soon as I shut the bar down Sunday night...Monday morning. I tried like hell to get everyone out of there by eleven didn't work. It was around twelve thirty by the time I ran 'em all out. Teresa and my hubby came and picked me up at the bar, and we headed for the Kenai River, the place where the largest King Salmon was caught. On the way there we had to stop twice and take pictures of Mama Mooses with there babies. We saw two different sets of Mama's with two different sets of twins. The first group we saw though was too cute, I had to take a picture they were both suckling their mother. So finally at three in the morning we made it to the river and put the boat in. Right off the bat Teresa caught a King Salmon. But since we had just started and you can only keep one Teresa let it go. So we fished for eight more hours and no one else caught anything. It rained the whole time we were out on the river and we were all freezing and wet and tired. I was soooooooooooo almost alseep with the pole just kinda hanging in my hand, when all of a sudden I was pulled outta my seat and almost outta the boat.  I finally got my fish in, and it was 30 inches long and 28 pds. Anyways after I got all done I told my hubby I was trading in my golf clubs for a good fishing pole.
    June 22

    Thursday Night

    Rain rain go away come again another day. Geeeezzz, I wonder if this rain is ever going to stop. It was nice here for two days, TWO DAYS!!!! Wow, huh. It's now Thursday night and I am sitting here all alone (thank God), everyone needs to be alone sometimes, right? I know I do. It's hard having a roomate! I love her to death, but when your married, sometimes you just want a "little" privacy. Don't take me wrong, I don't want rid of her, I just like some time to myself, like being able to go to your room without someone following you or yelling at you to get up and talk to them. Anywhoooo, we went to town today and did a little shopping, (toilet paper, febreeze, a candle, three new books, paper plates, paper towels) that kinda stuff. We also rented some movies before we came home. I've watched two of them and they were both really good. Actually the first one sucked, but the last one that I watched was called "Prime". I have to admit, during the last half hour of it I did sniffle a few times. It was a sweet movie. Or so I thought. I guess I gotta work Friday, Saturday, and Sunday night. We got our phone # changed today too. We kept getting a call from some Victim Notification Service that some man had been picked up and was incarcerated, and that if we were the victim to punch in our pin # so they could quit leaving the message. They were calling up too eight times a day. So my hubby called the phone company, and had the phone # changed. Which is actually a hassle because now we gotta call everyone we know and give them our new #. I'm sure we will forget someone and I just know we are going to miss a VERY IMPORTANT CALL.  I went to work with
    Teresa last night at the bar. OMG, there was a guy there that got sooooooo drunk, he kept telling his friend that he wanted to go home. Well finally Teresa cut his friend off so he would take him home. So they got up to leave, and the guy started walking for the door, ran into this post on his way out the door, so he kinda just grabbed it to hang on, well when he did that it threw him off balance and he like slung around the pole backward, (something like a stripper would do) and then let go and fell straight back, and hit the floor with his head, HE WAS OUT COLD! It was funny after they got him up and outta there, but at first it freaked me out, I thought he had really hurt himself. Oh well, that's the life and times of our bar.
     
    June 20

    Peep N Tom

    TO BE CONTINUED..............(Jackie)

    Hmmmm a MOPED!!!

    I'm thinking a moped is the way to go. I've been checking them out and we found one yesterday that I think I would like. But I don't know. I'm also thinking maybe a four wheeler. Because there are four wheeler paths all the way from home to work here where I live. Only thing is no matter what I do I'm going to be really really really cold this winter. Oh well, suck it up right? Deal with it. Guess I will go for now and get some "legal" business taken care of. ADIOS....................................................................................
                                                                    "THE JAILBIRD"
    June 17

    Guess what kind of bird can't fly........?

    Guess where I went last night? Too.........JAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAGGGGHHHH!!! Yep sure did. I got caught driving last night, after work, at two in the morning. Had too spend like fourteen hours in the slammer. Geezzzz.... I don't see how people does it in jail, this was my second time ever going to jail (both for the same reason---driving on a revoked) but I am such a pansy. At the bar, where I work, I talk the talk, and walk the walk, and no one really gives me any shit. But pull me over, and put handcuffs on me and put me in a squad car and I become one of the biggest sniffleing, slobbering, sobbing, pansey that there ever was. For some reason all the cops seem to just LOVE me when I go to jail. (because I such a big baby) I could hear them the whole time talking about me and how docile and non - argumentive that I was. LIKE ARGUING WOULD HAVE HELPED ANY. So anywhoo---- yeah I sooooooo broke out in hives while I was in there because I was having such a panic attack. They kept me in the drunk tank the whole time------ so they wouldn't have to put me in with the "real" hardened criminals. It's different up here in Alaska when you go to jail, it's not like back home where they haul you into city or county jail. For one we don't have counties, we have buroughs. And there is one and "one only" facility on the peninsula that I live on to lock people up in. SO IT'S LIKE A PRISON HERE ------ FOR REAL. Because that is the only place to keep anyone here on the kenai penninsula, so they made it big enough to take care of "people" like me, all the way to pedifiles, to murders, to rapist , to dealers!!!!! I was so worried that when I was arraigned this morning that they wasn't going to let me out and was going to make me door more jail time (which would mean -strip search) AND they would be moving me to a block. I did not want to be put in some block with a shit load of other women. No way. The first time I ever got through into jail (and the only other time) I had to do two day shock treatment.....YEAH TWO DAYS I LIKED TO HAVE DIED..........Anyways.......... I was put on a block that held eight women, when I got in there, there was six women plus me. THANK GOD I had a room to myself,,,, but I was on the same block and "mingled" with during the day time when our rooms where opened up a woman that had been charged with murdering her son in law and two small grandkids. So that's all I kept thinking early this morning, that I was going to be stuck with some freak again and scared shitless, AND I DON'T EVER WANT TO GO BACK AGAIN..........EVER!!! So that's the end of my story.

    FRIDAY

    Finally Friday................ Hello all you fellow bloggers out there! Woohoooo the weekend is finally here. I don't know why I am so excited that weekend is here though because all I get to do is go to work. But at least maybe tonight I will be busy. I stayed up to late last night reading a book. I didn't go to bed until 4 am this morning. (Danielle Steel writes really good books) I got a new washer and dryer delivered yesterday so I did laundry all night too. I was even washing stuff that wasn't dirty just because my new washer is so cool. It's amazing the things that make me happy. But it is one of the new front loading Maytag washers that use's less water and less detergent and very highly effecient. AND IT SINGS TO YOU WHEN YOU LAUNDRY IS DONE ------ now isn't that just simply amazing. I remember when I was a little girl and on laundry day we would have to hook up the water hose, pour water in a old wringer washer and let our clothes wash for hours (outside) the whole time trying to keep the horse out of eat because he would try to drink all the water outta the washing tub ( bubbles and all) and then all of your clothes would have green slime on them from his mouth where he had been eating grass. ( yes, I came from a very poor home, just my mother and I, and we lived in a fifties model trailer, that my mom paid 1,500.00  for back in '89. ) Our house had burnt down ( actually it had BEEN BURNT DOWN... but that a whole other story that I will save for next time)  and that was what we could spare after the insurance  paid  off the house for a new home. Now you can't even get a good used car for 1,500.00. And believe it or not my mother still lives in the same trailer.
    June 15

    Almost weekend

    Well heck where has the time gone. I can't seem to keep up with my blogs anymore........ seems like one day I blog and then i intend to the very next day and before I know it, it is already almost a week later. Busy busy busy thats what I am. But on the other hand it seems as if I don't do anything at all. I only work three days a week, but thats on the weekend. And as soon as the weekend is over my hubby is home and then he runs me ragged. Maybe one of these days I will catch up. MAYBE!!!!!! AAAAWWWWWWWWW one of my friends lil doggie got killed. Her name was Peaches and she was seven months old. Her "mama" wrote a lil somin somin about her and I would like to share it with all you interested people, WARNING... IF YOUR NOT INTERESTED IN HUMAN LOVE FOR THEIR PETS DONT READ ON!!!!
     
     
    Peaches
    "The Explorer"
    11/13/05 - 6/13/06
    "It is with grave sadness to report "our little Peaches" passed last night. She was the light of our lives these passed 7 months. She was there to wake us every morning, and to make sure we did not forget her treat (1 tablespoon of Pedigree Lamb & Rice puppy food) it could have been 3 am and all I wanted was a glass of water, to her it was MORNING, no matter the time because the FIRST STIR always meant a treat. Our "Little Explorer" was also there at foot everyday no matter the chore in the kitchen, bathroom ro the LARGE YARD she loved to explore in. Her happy excited greeting will be missed everytime we come home, not to see her all excited in the window wondering why she did not go. Little Peaches was not at home much at all, she went everywhere with her mama, even grocery shopping. The clerks would ask "where is Peaches" I'd say in the car because I was getting veggies today, and they would say "oh not Peaches, she can come in the store no matter what your shopping for, we own it" hahahaha As you can tell she stole every heart she met. It will also be hard in the evenings, if it were a MINUTE past 9pm, she would give her little growl to us at foot to let us know it was bed time, that's correct the "Little Explorer" even told us when it was bed time. We will miss her sleeping next to our head, by our feet or on our chest. Little Peaches although small also loved to play and "Dance" Yes she did, her favourite song was the "Jig Dance" it was  the funniest thing you ever saw. Her Grandpa Richard and Grandma Eva also got to see her dance. Yet she also loved the TREAT after every dance (addition to the 3, and she kept countof it all somehow). She was allowed 3 thin wafers a day. Although very small Peaches loved to play with dogs of all sizes, because as far as she was concerned she was the BIGGEST. At last nights playoofs there was 90 seconds to go and she was not happy with her mama yelling at the top of her lungs and she wanted out. She was out for less than 90 seconds, and bieng into the we let her go alone, and when she got back she was limping, the dog up the way got her, we took her to the vet last night, and he did all that he could calling in an assistant, but she was too damaged. I brought her back home to hold her for the last time and walk her through the yard that she loved to explore in, I had also taken her to the beach where she loved to "Play tag witht he surf", the funniest sight any human had ever seen. And it also gave me one last night to rock her and hold her in my arms. She will always be her Daddy's "Black n' White" and Mama's " Little Explorer" I had taken her to the vet this morning to have her cremated, and we will have her back in two days. But I also know she is in a wonderful Place right now having fun playing and one day we will meet again."
     
     
     
     
    So too Velma, I am so sorry for your loss. Words just can't describe the sorrow I feel for you!!!!My hopes and prayers are with you and with "Little Peaches"

    Rain rain rain

    Uggghhh! It has rained for three days. What happened to all my sunshine and warm days, and think they have left me once again. Anywhoo--- it is Sunday here now and I have worked all weekend and have to go back to work tonight. Woohooo, I got to kick my first guy outta the bar, it was soooooooo exciting. It wasn't much of a big deal though, he just didn't have an ID with him (which I don't think he was 21 anyways) so I got to tell him he had to leave. That was my excitement for the weekend. Friday night I was really busy. I think all the crazies were at my bar. I didn't get to close till almost four in the morning. I was so tired yesterday and then I had to get up and do it all over again. Last night was a early night though, I closedd a little after twelve. Tonight should be an early night also. My hubby comes home tonight and will leave again Thursday morning. So I will have like no sleep till Thursday. The restaurant that  I was working at has been closed all week. Tried to call them this morning early again and no answer. I think this time they took off for real. Oh well, I won't get my money outta them anyways so I don't see what it matters much anymore. I took some new pictures of Davey this morning just for Jackie (so she will stop hounding me about them...) Just kidding Jack-o-lantern.  Well all my devouted lil blogging fans I think I will go for now and take a wee lil nap before I have to go to work tonight.
    June 08

    WHY ?

     

    WHY


    WHY DOESN'T ANYONE LOVE ME ....

    WHY DO THEY ALL JUST WANT TO BE FREE ....

    WHY DO THEY ALL LOOK AS IF THEY'RE GOING TO PULL OUT THERE HAIR ....

    WHY DO I EVEN CARE .....

     

    WHY DOES NO ONE LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ....

    WHY IS IT THE SAME THING DAY AFTER DAY......

    WHY DO THEY ALL JUST IGNORE ME .....

    WHY CAN THEY ALL JUST NOT SEE ....

     

    WHY DO THEY ALL LOOK LIKE THEY'RE GOING TO PULL OUT THEIR HAIR ....

    WHY DO I EVEN FUCKING CARE ....

    WHY DO THEY ALL JUST WANT TO BE FREE ...

    WHY DOESN'T ANYONE JUST FUCKING LOVE ME.

     

                                                     ....FLW....

    Too Jackie : )

    Okay Jackie..... this one is for you. Sorry to all you fella bloggers but I just haven't had much time to get on the net and do anything, with this ever so exciting life I am leading. Hmmm where should I start, oh I know how about the new job I got. YEP THAT'S RIGHT, another new job. I couldn't actually keep working at the place I was, because still to this day they haven't paid me. They wanted me to come in Tuesday and work for five hours but I had just been to the dentist and my mouth was killing me. Plus I just didn't want to go. I mean it's not like I was getting paid for working there. I was suppose to be making eight dollars an hour plus my tips, but those people are so far in debt I doubt they even make it to the end of this month. So anyways I told them I would come in and work Wednesday for a couple of hours (just so I could hopefully get the money that they owe me) but they said they were closing Wednesday to come in today. Well guess what, THEY ARE NO SHOW'S AGAIN!! They didn't call or anything. So back to this new job again. I went to work with my friend Teresa last Friday night, she is a bartendar at a local bar here in the town that we live in. So I went to work with her and I just sit there and B.S. with all the local drunks all the while I'm getting my drink on also. So the phone rang and Teresa answered it, so when she gets off the phone she announces to the bar that she will be finally getting two days off Saturday and Sunday because they had just hired a new bar tender, and I was like kewl, no we can do something. She was like, no we can't cuz the new bartender is YOU!!! WHAT?????? So I started working Saturday night, mind you I have never tended bar in my life, just done waitressing and factory work. I was soooooooooo nervous when I first got there, but it all turned out to be rather fun. now I work Friday, Saturday, and Sunday night. Wooohoooo. So I have had like four jobs in the past month, but all is good because I finally found one that will pay me for the work I am doing. So that has been my busy life for the past week. So here ya go Jackie..... this post is for you and maybe I will get back to this before next week to clue everyone in on my wild and hectic life of a bartender. Coyote Ugly here I come.  : )
    May 30

    Lost and Found

    Okay all you normal people out there...... If you haven't been keeping up with my blogging then you will have no idea what the title of this one means............ aaaaaaaghhhh I guess I will just be nice and clue all of ya'll in! (Like there is just a slew of people checking out my lil space here.hahaha) Ok, I found my new employer's. Actually I didn't really track them down like a blood hound or anything, but I did get in touch with them. They finally came back to town, and I saw them at the restaurant, so I went home and called them to see if they were even answering their phones....yep... they were. So as soon as they answered I hung up on them. LOL!!!!!! I have an unlisted number so they didn't know who did it. So the lady that owns the place called me like two hours later. She was crying, and telling me how sorry she was for not ever getting a hold of me and letting me know that I didn't have to be at work at all last week. She said she had been to Anchorage to get a loan, and no one will loan them money, because they have so many hot checks out!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL........HUH!!! She told me to come by this last Sunday and they would pay me what they owed me out of the register, and that was Friday when I talked to her. Well guess what? I went there Sunday, and they claimed they hadn't made any money and they couldn't pay me yet, that they would call me when they had it. GEEEZZZZ............. what kind of messes do I get myself into????  Anywhoo!!! They called Monday and told me they had some money for me. What they owed me....... I get there and he gives me $62.00 out of $150.00 that he owes me. And then they have the gall to tell me that they are going to call me later at the end of the week to come back and work. OH HELL NO!!!! I can't even get the money that they owed me for working two days for them why would I want to go work for them some more. So, looks like it's the unemployment line for me. Nah not really, I'll just go and get another job. Other than that shit life has been good. Teresa and I went to the beach Sunday and then we took my nieces and nephew to the lake and went swimming. Yesterday (Monday) hubby, Teresa, and I went shopping. I got the cutest new capri's and pink tank top....(if I haven't told you I LOVE pink) I own alot of pink. And the weird thing is I'm such a tom boy......... but I look good in pink, Oh yeah, and WE HAVE SOOOOOOOOOO BEEN CHECKING OUT THE LANDLORD OUT ON THE LAKE IN HIS BOAT (if I haven't told you ....hehehehe...... my landlord is such a hot lil piece of meat) He was out the other day water skiing...........mmmmmm mmmmm good!!!! Our dryer is tore up again so we had to call him to come over and CHECK IT OUT!!
    May 24

    Wednesday once again

    Its here once again. Haven't done much this week so far, just babysat. The new restaurant that I got a job at hasn't been open all week. I don't know what is going on there. Maybe they went bankrupt already and skipped town. I hope not, because I really liked the people that I was working with. Anyways, so I have had three days off and we have been really enjoying it. We have walked down to the lake that I live on everyday, trying to catch some fish. People say this lake has Rainbow Trout in it but I don't think that I believe it because we haven't even got ANY bites. It has been really nice the last couple of days here. In the mid seventies. Which seems really hot for Alaska. Our days are getting longer and longer. Now we are up to eighteen hours a days of sunlight. Its weird because at midnight it is still daylight out. Actually it is very nice.And I don't see any stars at night either.It sucks though on the fourth of July because we can't set off any fireworks, it doesn't get dark enough at that time to be able to see them. But on New Year's Eve thats when everyone sets off the fireworks around here. My lil Davey Doggie sure is loving this weather. He jumped into the lake three times yesterday, even though it is extremely cold. I stuck my foot into it, it's like ice. Way too cold for me. Anywhoooo, that is about all that I have to blog about right now, so later all you fella bloggers.